Tuesday, May 29, 2007

"Hopefully you don't leave me... I wanna take you with me..."

I graduated college. I hope that if I say these words enough, I'll finally realize that it's true. I probably won't realize it till my diploma comes in the mail. The ceremony was nice. Different than years past. It still felt like I was just playing a very active roll in commencement band. We all got medals... weird but cool. I also got paid which was nice. We had a huge bbq at our house afterwards. SOOO much food. We're still eating it here. I think we're having people over tonight to help finish off the meat cause it's not gonna be good for that much longer. Doug and Elizabeth came out which was awesome. I miss them. Jake from UConn came out too. At the end of the night, Doug, Elizabeth, Jake, Jackie, Scott, Stef's sister Jess, myself... and probably more (I drank a lot of champagne) all went to Seven O's. I mean, it was a saturday night so it was pretty lame (Wednesdays are really the only good nights to go there). But it was fun. Brian, his friend CJ, and Jimmy showed up. I think it was a good time.. ;)

It was just an insane weekend... Sunday night I was left all alone in the house which was sad, but fine. I need to find a dog soon. And I gotta move home so I'll stop spending money. I just got tons of grad money, but I need to save it for a new flute.

It's weird that my life is finally coming together.... I'm not sure how to take it.

I got into National Intercollegiate Band for National Convention. I'm wicked psyched. That's insane in itself. I look at the list online and I'm in absolute awe. I feel like it can't be my name. I auditioned 2 years ago and put my heart and soul into that recording. This time, I just sent in my senior recital. Craziness....

I have a lesson with Chris tomorrow. I really gotta figure out what I'm doing for my placement audition at FSU in August. I have no idea what it really entails. I mean, it's fine cause all I'm doing really is plowing through repertoire right now.

I'm babbling. I dunno what else to do with myself. I'm going to see Shrek 3 with Scott this afternoon. And again, I won't talk about it cause I refuse to fill this journal with my drama and tales of woe. No romance, no nothing. Maybe one day. But not now. I can't even explain my current social life to myself - forget the rest of the world. lol

Oh, here's a snippit for you - I may or may not have told off Bryan. Oops? It was a long time coming. I really can't handle that part of my life coming in and uprooting everything whenever he feels like it. So yes, I feel better. :)


PS: have you ever noticed that half the time my lyric-subjects never have anything to do with my posts? hmm... I may have to fix that... ;)

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