So I've had the house entirely to myself all weekend. Kinda rough given that I don't have a car. I'm surviving though. It's been kinda nice in some asepects but as of recently - not so much.
I got bad news yesterday. Nothing I can talk about openly just yet. I cried most of the day. All I needed was to get out of the house or have someone distract me. Scott came over around 9 and took me to Applebees (where I broke down again). Ugh. It was nice though. I got a margarita and we talked about how he likes to be my hero. He enjoys feeling wanted. So all those times when he'd get mad at me cause I was being needy were somewhat uneccessary I guess. He came over after dinner and watched the rest of the homerun derby with me and then some of the softball game before I passed out. Of course when I got home, there was more developments in the bad news and I just didn't need to see them.
Today I'm supposed to get my car back. We'll see. Chris also wants to take me to lunch. This could be a problem if I need to be back here by 5 which I don't know if I do. So my entire day is a whole lot of "wtf is going on here".
fuck....
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